Beautiful soul, here's something that should stop you in your tracks: the act of watching changes what you're watching. This isn't mystical poetry. It's physics.
In the famous double-slit experiment, particles behave differently when they're observed versus when they're not.
Unobserved, they pass through both slits simultaneously - existing as a wave of probability. Observed, they collapse into definite particles, choosing one path.
The mere presence of a measuring device - of an observer - transforms potential into actuality. Now, I'm not going to pretend that quantum mechanics directly proves Vedantic consciousness theory.