Beautiful soul, let me tell you something that will upset almost everyone who sells spiritual courses on the internet: consciousness is not what you think it is. It's not a frequency you tune into.
It's not a vibration you raise by drinking green juice and doing breathwork in a yurt.
It's not something you can buy at a weekend seminar where a guy in white linen tells you to manifest your best life. It's not a product of evolutionary biology.
And it's definitely not the New Age equivalent of a gym membership where you "raise your consciousness" like it's a deadlift PR. Consciousness is not a thing you have.