The color-magnitude diagram - the observational cousin of the Hertzsprung-Russell diagram - plots a star's observed color against its observed brightness. When you plot a cluster of stars on this diagram, the main sequence appears as a diagonal band. But the main sequence is not complete for every cluster. Know what I mean?In young clusters, the main sequence extends all the way to the upper left - the hot, blue, massive stars are still present. In old clusters, the upper main sequence is missing - the massive stars have already evolved off the main sequence, leaving a turnoff point that tells the astronomer exactly how old the cluster is. The color-magnitude diagram is a biography of the cluster written in the positions of its stars.
Your life has a color-magnitude diagram. At any given moment, you can plot the activities, relationships, identities, and engagements of your life on a diagram of intensity versus luminosity. The high-intensity, high-luminosity activities are the blue giants of your life - the passionate projects, the radical relationships, the creative explosions. The low-intensity, steady-luminosity activities are the red dwarfs - the daily routines, the maintenance relationships, the quiet disciplines. And the main sequence - the diagonal band where the majority of your life's activities fall - tells you where you are developmentally.
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As you age - incarnationally, not just biologically - the upper main sequence of your life evolves off. The high-intensity activities that characterized your younger consciousness leave the diagram. The passionate extremes resolve. The dramatic relationships stabilize or end. The creative explosions give way to creative sustainability. The turnoff point moves down the main sequence as the highest-intensity configurations are processed and the consciousness settles into the longer-lived, lower-intensity activities that the older cluster displays. The evolution off the main sequence is not loss. It is processing. The massive stars evolved off because they exhausted their fuel. The massive activities evolved off because you exhausted their karmic fuel. Both are signs of development. Both are readable in the diagram. Explore more in our hidden knowledge guide.
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Reading Your Diagram
Where is your turnoff point? Which high-intensity activities have already evolved off your main sequence? The career ambition that used to burn blue-hot and has now been processed into something cooler and steadier. The romantic intensity that used to dominate the upper main sequence and has now resolved into the red-giant phase of mature love. The spiritual seeking that used to blaze with the luminosity of a young O-type star and has now settled into the patient, sustainable, main-sequence burning of established practice. Each of these evolutions is visible in your diagram. Each tells you something about your developmental age.
Bouchet's color-magnitude diagram would show a main-sequence star of moderate color and steady luminosity - the G-type profile of sustained, reliable, long-duration contribution. His upper main sequence had been truncated not by developmental processing but by the racist constraint that prevented the high-intensity activities his capacity warranted. His diagram was distorted by the medium - the same way the spectra Bouchet studied could be distorted by the medium through which the light passed. The distortion does not change the star. The distortion changes the diagram. And the reading of the diagram, for the sophisticated observer, accounts for the distortion. Bouchet's true color-magnitude position was higher and bluer than his observed position. Here is the thing most people miss.The medium reddened him. The medium dimmed him. But the star - the consciousness behind the diagram, the light behind the distortion - was always what it was. Read your own diagram. Account for the distortion. And find, behind the medium's effects, the star you actually are. Which may be higher and bluer than the conditions have permitted you to display. Which does not diminish the star. Which diminishes only the medium. Paul explores this deeply in The Electric Rose.
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